February 19, 2011

Searching for meaning in life!


It's a windy and cold Saturday evening. I have just gotten back from a get together with q couple of quick associates and decided its time for a quick update. I am currently looking for a full time job. Becoming an ESL teacher has been postponed indefinitely for now. Don't have a clue about what my future holds. Thinking maybe something in the IT field maybe. My exercise regime continues I have gone down a lot of weight people are still astounded. Its all due to my gluten free diet ever since I found out I couldn't tolerate gluten. On that front my stomach and digestive system is slowly recovering. I have started to eat meat on a day to day basis. 

My running was postponed for the past month and half due to the snow left over and ice all over. It felt good to be back on the pavement were am in the zone. I have decided to catch up on my reading. An associate of mine give me a big file of books that I have to start reading on my kindle. Anyone interested in my love life I have distanced myself from a good female friend who I started to have feelings for. In the mean time have been on and off seeing this girl I know from a way back. Relationship status would be its complicated.

In my spare time I have been trying to write a book its a long process. Also have been mediating when I can. Silencing ones thoughts and focusing is a hard thing to do. Also been walking around different parts of Queens and reminiscing about stuff that could have been.Well that's about it. Oh right before I forget won't be ranting as much if I find something interesting might give my two cents about it. I have kept my New Years resolutions and have mellowed out so I don't sound like a senior citizen. Take care my readers if your still out there reading this.